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Merry Christmas Update from the Yuen's

Upcoming Events and Prayer Requests

Upcoming Events

• Vacation - December 21 - 25
• Open House - December 23 - 25
• Urbana 15 - December 26 - January 1
• Urbana Party Train - January 1 - 3

Students & Campus

• Pray for the final days of exams for students
• Pray for VUP recruitment for SFU.
• Pray for students to choose into vulnerability as they pursue God together.
• Pray for more student buy-in to lead
• Pray for Urbana and the 18 SFU students who are going.
• Pray for the students who do not have an opportunity to go home for Christmas
• Pray for students to have a good time resting this Christmas break.
• Pray for the IVCF Party Train that everything will go well and nothing goes wrong.

Personal

• Pray for my growth as a leader and mentor.
• Pray for me as I continue to network and connect with other Churches in the Lower Mainland.
• Pray for the Inter-Generational Dialogue between 1st and 2nd Generation Chinese Pastors.
• Pray for mine & April's relationship in our marriage and a deeper understanding of God's Love for each other.
• Pray for more opportunities and clients for April in her field of work.
• Pray for me that I will rest well during my Sabbaths.
• Pray for me that I will be exercising more regularly.
• Pray for the regular rhythms of time with God for both April and I
• Pray for wisdom and discernment around us being more missional in our everyday lives.
• Pray for rest this Christmas and the Open House we will be having.

Praise Item

• Praise the Lord for providing my full support in monthly donations
• Praise the Lord that April and I are coming to a deeper understand of God's love for each other.
• Praise the Lord for a really successful AMMiC Conference.
• Praise the Lord for April's short term missions experience in Cambodia & Vietnam.  

Find Your Blank

When it comes to the question, "What are you looking for?" most students on the first week of class will often say, "My class" or "food."  Others may give more serious answers like, purpose, identity, and self-worth.  All of these are valid answers to this semester's IVCF SFU theme:  Find Your Blank.
#FindYourBlankIVCFSFU

With Urbana 15 quickly approaching, we wanted to come up with a creative idea to better engage the campus.  After hours of planning and discussing, the Core Witness Team decided to get more involved in Social Media and come up with this Find Your Blank New Student Outreach.

To say it reached out to a lot of people would be a long shot, but we were able to engage numerous individuals who normally wouldn't connect with a Christian Club.  Through this initiative though, it challenged each of our Core Witness Team Leaders to step outside their comfort zone in interacting with complete strangers and also invite their friends to deeper Christian community including our welcome event:  Find Your Hunger.  One student particularly stands out when this event happened.

This 1st year Christian student came by the Find Your Blank table and expressed interest in joining IVCF,  We talked a little bit, he puts his contact information down and goes on to his other classes.  Throughout the weeks of tabling and clubs days, we continue to see this student and proceed to invite him to the Find Your Hunger event.  At first he was excited, but later, he lets Alan (Intern) know that he won't be coming anymore.  Upon hear this news along with many other No's, we couldn't help but feel discouraged heading into the event.

In response to the number of No's, we decided to come together as a Core Witness Team to intercede and pray for our friends and new people to come out.  I remember as we were praying that Alan prayed specifically that this student would come out.  As the event started, and people trickled in, almost every person that we prayed for who said "No" came out, including this student.

When he came by, I greeted him with a smile and a full plate of vegetarian perogies (He's vegetarian).  He then said, "I can only stay for 30 min."  I responded, "That's fine, enjoy yourself and eat lots!  It's really good that you are here."  30 min went by and I walked out from my cooking responsibilities to see how the conversations were going.  To my surprise, this guy was still hanging out and chatting with people.  I went back and another 30 min later and he was still there!  This student who originally said "No" came to the event and stayed the WHOLE time including the after-event bubble tea.  Since then, every invitation we have given to him, he has been there.

Personally, I am extremely excited for this first year to see what God will do in and through him.  The power of prayer and the power of the Holy Spirit is enough to change a "No" into a "Yes" and beyond!  We all learned a very valuable lesson that the Holy Spirit does a far better job in convicting/convincing than we do.

From Lament to Joy

Having to navigate the transition of 2 of my Pastors from my church, my ministry partner Barron transitioning out of IVCF, and my student president Catherine suddenly needing to transition out of IVCF SFU, it has been a rough and difficult year for both April and I.  I think it was especially difficult for April as she often felt helpless during this whole process.

What we learned though is that during these times of sadness, no matter how bad they seem to be, there will always be a light at the end of the tunnel.  In the moment, it felt extremely difficult to see any form of joy.  Yet, when we chose to sit with it and acknowledge the pain that we were feeling in situations within and beyond our control, we realize how much we couldn't do it on our own and started coming back to the one who has full control over every part of our lives.  Jesus.  The more we chose into lament, the deeper our reliance became on Jesus.  

Eventually, as we continue to acknowledge our pain, suffering, anger, frustration, and sadness, there came a tipping point where April and I could look at our situations and say, "God is in control." and experience an immense amount of joy knowing and believing that to be true.  

I think that tipping point for us happened a few weeks back.  Despite the crazy business and tiredness that we have been experiencing, we have still been experiencing a depth of joy that nothing can take away.  Through provision (finances and opportunities), encouragements from friends, and opportunities to lead deeper, these are the beginnings of the joys we have been able to encounter.  

So to leave you with some encouragement.  If you are in a slump, do not be afraid to acknowledge your frustrations, sadness, pain, etc, in front of Jesus.  This is an expression of showing your weakness in front of Jesus (2 Corinthians 12:9).  As you reveal your true self and feelings to Jesus, His power and strength will become manifest in you and followed that will be joy.

My dear friends, lament well and experience the deep Joy of God's presence.

Fear vs Faith

His master said to him, ‘Well done, good and faithful servant. You have been faithful over a little; I will set you over much. Enter into the joy of your master.

-- Matthew 25:21 --

Matthew 25:14-30 has got to be one of my favourite passages in the bible.  It talks all about being faithful with what little God has given you and not being motivated by fear.  As our Core Witness Team studies the Gospel of Matthew in preparation for Urbana, this theme of fear vs faith keeps coming up.

A time of fear for out community can be best shared through this story.  I presented an opportunity for the community to help support one of their own to go to Urbana.  This would mean that they would probably have to each invest $100/person to help this person to go.  Indeed, it was a high call.  However, I expected that they would jump at the opportunity because of what we have been learning around Radical Hospitality and what we have been studying in Matthew.  Instead of receiving excitement, I was met with fear filled why's and reasoning's around why they can't do it.  If there wasn't talking, tension filled silence filled the room, even from the ones who agreed that it was a good idea.  This community has hit the wall, and they hit it hard.   I tried to hide the disappointment in my face but that was near impossible.  The team saw it and we proceeded to do a couple of weeks of tension filled bible studies and events.  The dryness and deadness we were experiencing over the next couple of weeks was a result of both midterms and fear.

Two weeks later, I confronted the team after the bible study regarding this situation and said,

"During that moment, we let fear dictate our actions.  If we choose into fear, what sets us apart from the others?  We didn't fail as individuals, we failed as an IVCF SFU Community and we failed to represent the Kingdom of God to even our own.  We need to choose into faith.  It doesn't mean that we will be getting it perfect all the time and we will probably fail more that we succeed.  That's why we are doing this together, so that we can better represent the Kingdom of God as a community.  Let's choose into faith together."

Their response, silence, but it was truth being spoken.  I don't know how much it sank in.  I guess only time will tell.

After, I shared of times when we as a community did choose into faith together.  The fundraiser, the party train, ski retreats.  We had lots of experiences of choosing into faith together and then experiencing our master saying, "Well done, good and faithful servant."


A time of faith our community stepped into faith literally happened the day after our community chose into fear.  It was the Find Your Life Fundraiser for SFU/Emily Carr Scholarships.  This was a vision that we decided to do in the summer and it was organized and lead by the students.

After the disappointing Core Witness Team, I was unsure of how this fundraiser event was going to go.  Prior to the event, Sam rallied a group of students (all going to Urbana) to my place to prep the food.  It was amazing seeing 6 students investing their afternoon to organize and help with the food prep.  Afterwards, we went to Willingdon Church to set everything up.  The majority of the SFU/Emily Carr students going to Urbana came early to help out.  From decorations, to food set-up, to worship.  All hands were on deck.

7:00 rolled around and the attendees were starting to trickle in.  We were hoping for the range of 200 people but ended up with a disappointing 40.  However, we wanted to steward these people well so we trusted that God would provide.  The event started and as I looked around the room, I didn't not recognize about 3/4 of the room (which is pretty cool).  I'll save the specifics but between the worship, MCing, and preparation.  I saw the SFU community rally together.  I saw the Holy Spirit impressing on the few people that were there to give generously, and I saw the students experiencing the joy of being faithful.

Out of the 30 people that gave that night and including the unknown amount of online donations, we raised over $3000!  On average, each person gave over $100!  That was better than any of the other Metro Vancouver fundraisers that we as staff put on.  God choose to bless us for our faithfulness.  God is indeed good!

Upcoming Events & Prayer Requests

Upcoming Events

• IVCF Fall Fundraiser - November 21
• Fran in town for VUP Site Visit - December 9 - 12
• Urbana 15 - December 26 - January 1

Students & Campus

• Pray for the SFU Interns (Alan, Sanjana, & Xenia) as they are pioneering new ministries on the SFU Campus
• Pray for Urbana recruitment for SFU.
• Pray for VUP recruitment for SFU.
• Pray for students to not choose into fear but to choose into faith.
• Pray for open hears for our leaders to receive the deeper calls into faith.
• Pray for the change in culture of our Core Witness Team and some of the tough calls that will need to be made
• Pray for more student buy-in to lead
• Pray for the IVCF Party Train and for students to choose into it more.
• Pray for the scholarships that are being raised for SFU/Emily Carr students ($15,000)

Personal

• Pray for my growth as a leader and mentor.
• Pray for me as I continue to network and connect with other Churches in the Lower Mainland.
• Pray for the Inter-Generational Dialogue between 1st and 2nd Generation Chinese Pastors.
• Pray for mine & April's relationship in our marriage and a deeper understanding of God's Love for each other.
• Pray for more opportunities and clients for April in her field of work.
• Pray for me that I will rest well during my Sabbaths.
• Pray for me that I will be exercising more regularly.
• Pray for the regular rhythms of time with God for both April and I
• Pray for wisdom and discernment around us being more missional in our everyday lives.

Praise Item

• Praise the Lord for providing my full support in monthly donations
• Praise the Lord that April and I are coming to a deeper understand of God's love for each other.
• Praise the Lord for a really successful AMMiC Conference.
• Praise the Lord for April's short term missions experience in Cambodia & Vietnam.  

Josh's Reflections on Radical Hospitality

1. What have you been learning about Radical Hospitality this summer that you didn't know before?

IVCF SFU Welcome BBQ!!

I think a lesson that shocked me as we learned about radical hospitality is how simple yet, how difficult it was to demonstrate radical hospitality. In many ways it was simple because hospitality could include inviting people to join you for lunch, offering to buy someone a coffee, going to an event someone has asked you to join or opening your home to people. Yet, this simplicity is complicated by so many excuses that stop us, and I believe this is where difficulty arises because there are so many excuses to why we should not be hospitable. One thing I have always wrestled with was meeting new people. I always worried about giving off the right impression, not wanting to associate with certain people or worried about awkwardness that it stopped me from even trying to approach the person. However in our meetings with Servant Partners they taught us about their openness to welcome strangers into their home and to accept them lovingly, the joy it brings but also some of the challenges. One thing that really stuck with me after our meetings with Servant Partners was realizing how caught up I was about my self-image and my own possessions that I valued it over a relationship with another person. It is not easy to value the human connection amidst all the worries one can have, however I believe that this is when we lean into trusting in God and love as Jesus loved others.

2. How have you been applying Radical Hospitality in the way you serve and also in your everyday life?

Denman Island Leaders Retreat

I think the way I have applied Radical Hospitality to my life related to a prayer I asked before this summer semester. During fellowship at my church I prayed with one of my friends that God would move me from a life of convenience. It was one of the big excuses I was using when it came to why I did not want to be hospitable. I live about 2 hours away from campus by transit and so I only go up to campus for class and that was how my schedule worked. However this semester as I have been serving on the executive team for InterVarsity at SFU I have had to come up on days when I do not have classes, come earlier or stay later than my class schedule requires me. It means late transits home when I sometimes do not even get home till midnight. However the times I spend with other people whether it be through meetings or simply eating lunch together reminds me of how unique and fascinating each individual can be. Whether it be their personality or their stories, I am intrigued over and over again by the differences each person brings to the table yet we can still connect together in those moments. Now, I am excited for each lunch time in which I get to spend with friends and whoever decides to join around the table that week.

3. Where does Radical Hospitality fit into the bigger picture of God's Kingdom?

Hosting Servant Partners.  I wasn't allowed to help.

I believe that Radical Hospitality fits into the bigger picture because Jesus demonstrated it himself. I believe that Jesus demonstrated an unconditional love to those whom society would deem the lowest of low. Jesus loved the children (Mark 9:37), the women (Mark 10:1-12), the crippled, the blind and those with diseases. These were the outcasts in the time and culture when Jesus was around. Going through the book of Mark, Jesus does something incredible for those whom society would ignore or glance over. Jesus acknowledges their presence, accepts them and loves them, and in turn gives their humanity back to them. Therefore I believe we are called to do the same, I believe there are many people that are outcasts, and as we learn and develop the gift of hospitality, we will become more aware of those who do not fit in. I believe that radical hospitality requires us to extend to places where we may feel uncomfortable, and sometimes unsafe. However, the desire to feel wanted and loved are things that everyone desires and if we have the desire to demonstrate Jesus’ love for others it should be more than enough to give us reason to push through the uncomfortable situations and love those around us. There are those who are on the fringes, or fallen through the cracks of society. I believe as Christians as we continue in radical hospitality we are called to love those around us whether it be simply talking to them, giving them a meal, or letting them sleep at your house for the night.

4. Where do you hope the community will be at the end of the summer around Radical Hospitality?

I hope the community will be at a place in which even in the uncomfortable situations we will push through to love and accept those around us. To notice those who fall through the cracks and are in need of community. Amidst all the worries or concerns people would have, to push through and lean into trusting God and to be able to set aside judgment and love those others would deem weird, awkward or disgusting and to just love them and see them for who they truly are just as Jesus loved and accepted them. 

My Reflections on Radical Hospitality

Since coming to Vancouver, I came hoping for the expectation of being able to show and receive hospitality in the same way that I experienced back in Saskatchewan.  Yet, to my surprise, it was extremely difficult to practice and receive that.  A great majority of people kept to themselves and I was rarely invited to anyone's home to just hang out or even invited out to coffee.  I was really confused of this and thought that the Christian circles would change this, but to my surprise, it didn't.  In fact, I felt it was somewhat worse.  Also, to throw another challenge into it, SFU is a commuter campus so no one stays around long enough to build community.

After living here for 4 years, I have come to realize that Vancouver (along with the rest of Canada) suffers from hyper individualism and loneliness.  In short, the depth of friendship just isn't here.  This plays into the fact when I (and others) invite people into deeper community, they tend to say "No" and not for any good particular reason.  Most of the reasons are:  "It's too far to travel" or "I'm too tired", which I completely understand, but it doesn't help with the loneliness and these excuses are getting a little old.  With this in mind about Vancouver, how is it that we as an SFU community can properly witness to our friends when we ourselves are not willing to extend hospitality to others?  In my opinion... it is impossible to witness effectively without hospitality.

I had a chance to attend IVCF's GROW Training in Toronto and learned that the pillars of growing a community/fellowship is Vision and Hospitality.  I evaluated where the SFU community was and noticed that the vast majority of my students understood the vision, Yet, even though they had vision, that vision was not being put to action because hospitality was not being practised on a regular basis.  I knew that the next cultural focus of our community was going to have to be on Radical Hospitality.

For my students though, I have a feeling that this is going to be even tougher than sharing their faith with their friends.  The reason is that everything about Vancouver, SFU, and sometimes ethnic culture could go against the Kingdom value of hospitality, especially if it inconveniences them.  In the context of scripture, there is an underlying assumption of Jewish culture that has hospitality built right into it.  When hospitality is extended, it is very rarely for the benefit of the one hosting.  In some cases, it requires great sacrifice, risk, and cost for the host to help and include the guest/stranger as a part of their family.  Extending hospitality will most definitely inconvenience us in some way.  It is one of the best ways we can be showing the love of Christ to the friends, strangers, family, etc.  So as Catherine and I prayed and brainstormed around what this could look like, we realized that it was going to be very difficult because this goes against our very culture and everything seemed to be working against this.

With the help of Servant Partners (http://www.servantpartners.org/), the SFU Core Witness Team have taken leaps and bounds in understanding and practicing Radical Hospitality over these past couple of months.  The leaders are now hosting the weekly Core Witness Team events by taking turns hosting and regularly thinking and wrestling with how to be more hospitable with the gifts God has given them.  This also challenges the other student leaders to have to travel (and sometimes very long distances) for the sake of the community.

Please continue to be praying for our community as they wrestle with how to be hospitable and how to put the Radical in Radical Hospitality.

The Challenges of Change

When I think about change, I would like to think that I enjoy change.  Yet, when I see how I respond to changes, see how families respond to their kids growing up, and observe how the world engages with change, I realize that no one likes change.  Change is something that we need and is part of the natural progression of life despite the discomfort it causes us.

Barron's Last Hurrah at MARKwest Pacific

This season in ministry has not only been a season of lament, but a season of change.  Barron, who was my ministry partner of 4 years has now officially concluded his time with the SFU ministry.  He will be pursuing his Masters in Architecture at the University of Toronto.  Julianna, a student who I have been mentoring and who has had a profound impact on our ministry has now graduated.  Catherine, who has had to step down from serving in IVCF to better care for her family.  Transferring supervisors from Mike to Dave.  Interns coming to SFU.  These are the changes that have happened and are going to happen over these next couple of months.

Initially, as I reflect on all of these changes, I realize that my reaction is that of only thinking of positive things.  I was really happy to hear about the opportunities God is giving Barron, I was really happy to hear about Julianna graduting as an Extraordinary Kingdom Leader, I was really happy to have Dave as my supervisor and SFU getting interns.  I could only think of the positive.  Yet as I sat in it more and thought about what changes this would bring, my joy seemed to turn to despair and sorrow.  I had to now think about all the loses and changes that will have to be made in ministry and life and it was painful to think and act on these changes.  

I honestly thought with all of my experience in moving to different cities that I was immune to the effects of change.  This past year has proven me wrong about that.  Change is a part of our lives and anything that challenges us to step outside of our comfort zones, it will always be challenging.  Change is normal and it is difficult.  I have to accept that especially as someone in a ministry that has such a high turnover rate (both in students and staff).  

An ever changing Exec Team.  Celebration Time!!

So as I share with you in this update.  I can update you on the joys and positives experiences in ministry, but if I am honest, I can't say that everything is alright.  What I can say is that I am navigating through these changes the best way I know how and I want to invite you to walk with me in navigating through this.  Also, if you are also navigating through change as well, I would love to hear and journey with you through this.  The joy about being a follower of Jesus is that our family is not restricted to just our blood family.  Jesus has called us to be family for each other and I want to extend that invitation out to all of you.  

While you are praying for me in how I navigate these changes, please remember to pray for those who are also going through changes as well.

Pray for...

Barron as he transitions from ministry to student life again.

Julianna as she transitions from school life to employment

Catherine as she transitions from leadership to family

Mike and Dave as they transition from being my supervisor
Dave and Kim as they look to move closer to the Emily Carr and SFU.

The interns as they all relocate to Vancouver for a year long internship of constant change

Upcoming Events and Prayer Request

Upcoming Events

• Vacation - July 1-24
• Alberta Trip - July 10-18
• 30th Birthday!! - July 7
• To Whom Shall We Go Interview - July 8

Students & Campus

• Pray for this summer as the students to apply what they have learned from the Servant Partners around Radical Hospitality.
• Pray that God empower the students to lead during my time away for vacation.
• Pray that the students will be able to continue to lead regular socials to better invite their Non-Christian friends into a loving community.
• Pray for perseverance for students as they are finishing midterms
• Pray for rest for the students that they will be able to set appropriate boundaries
• Pray specifically for Catherine and her family as they work through some challenges. 
• Pray for more Urbana registrations
• Pray for the logistics of travel and a fundraising event.
• Pray for my funding.  I will be raising an additional $12,000 ($1,000/month) this year of monthly donations.  Pray that God would place on the hearts of donors to come on as supporters
• Pray for Barron as he will be transitioning to Grad School this summer.
• Pray for Dave as he transitions into being the new Team Leader of the Van East Team
• Pray for the interns as they transition to life in Vancouver and ministry.
• Pray for the discernment of students as they are wrestling with the idea of a community house.

Personal

• Pray for my growth as a leader and mentor.
• Pray for me as I continue to network and connect with other Churches in the Lower Mainland.
• Pray for the Inter-Generational Dialogue between 1st and 2nd Generation Chinese Pastors.
• Pray for mine & April's relationship in our marriage and a deeper understanding of God's Love for each other.
• Pray for more opportunities and clients for April in her field of work.
• Pray for our general finances.  We are asking God to allow us to break even each month.
• Pray for me that I will rest well during my Sabbaths.
• Pray for me that I will rest well during my vacation.
• Pray for me that I will be exercising more regularly.
• Pray for the regular rhythms of time with God for both April and I

Praise Item

• Praise the Lord for being able to partner with Servant Partners and to learn about Radical Hospitality
• Praise the Lord that April and I are coming to a deeper understand of God's love for each other.

From Lament to Joy (Student Reflections)

Question for you:

Out of CCLI's top 100 used Christian songs in North America, which songs are songs of Lament?

Answer:

3 (and this is being VERY liberal)

When Soong-Chan Rah shared this fact at Missions Fest, I was completely floored.  If 40% of the Bible focuses on lamenting, why are we, as a North American Christian movement, only focusing 3% of our worship on lament?

The whole first half of the Gospel of Mark focuses on Jesus as good news and the coming messiah and is worth following.  Jesus is the healer, provider, care giver, listener.  He is indeed exciting to follow.  However, when you get into the second half, it talks all about the cost of following Jesus.  Denying yourself, leaving family, leaving households, servant of all, death.  When we get to this, we start to realize that following Jesus is not at all easy, but it is HARD and we don't like hard.  Part of counting the cost of Jesus is learning and knowing how to lament well.

This loss that we experience in following Jesus is indeed great and if we don't actually take the time to acknowledge it, we fail to see the reason why we follow Jesus in the first place.  We are then, only but shallow soil that receives the word, receives it with joy, but when trials and persecutions come, we fall away.

This 3% disturbs me quite a bit.  I feel that because of our inability to experience and navigate suffering well, it is stifling our passion and followship of Jesus.  I've been seeing this a lot and have noticed that this generation of SFU IVCF students are starting to experience the cost of following Jesus.  Most however, have not been equipped to deal with the cost and the loss associated with it.  So Anika and I started to spend some time in how to lament well with our community.  To our surprise, the passion of these students started to blossom and their followship of Jesus was starting to become more real to them.  As they continue to count the cost of following Jesus and as they lament well along the way, the joy associated with it has been growing and increasing.

Core Witness Team, songwriter, singer, student, Grace Swain shared some interesting thoughts on lament.

Serious question, when was the last time you heard your pastor preach on Lamentations? Seriously. It's not a book of the Bible that's commonly talked about and yet it's important to God because it's there in his Word. If we believe that all scripture is God-breathed then clearly lamenting is important to God. How much more should we be open to experiencing these emotions that are so dear to

the heart of our father.

At IVCF @ SFU, we have had the privilege of sharing in a short season of lamenting and mourning together. We lament the brokenness we see on our campus. We lament our inadequacies and fears of sharing this faith that we hold so dear with those who so desperately crave Him. We lament our own brokenness which reveals our vulnerabilities that we shelter so fiercely. 

Yet even in our season of lamenting, we rejoice because God is faithful to heal, save and restore. We rejoice in the stories we have heard of God softening the hearts of those around us. We rejoice in the healing of our weaknesses for we have made the inner parts of our hearts open to our Father, Who longs to lavish his love upon us. 

As a singer and songwriter, I have written many songs of lament.  I personally have lamented our children's loss of innocence, inequality and injustice towards the marginalized, and the celebration and glorification of lascivious living. I often have questioned why it is that I write these songs — largely rooted in the fact that songs of lament are not usually celebrated within societies and church communities. Many times this is done on my own and often remains between me and God. Yet it has truly been a privilege to lament with the IVCF community. It has been a privilege to hear each other's hearts and to be let into the innermost thoughts of my fellow students and brothers and sisters in Christ. I have rejoiced when others have rejoiced and I have mourned when others have mourned. I have able to come to know such a tender part of my Father's heart — and that brings me joy. 

Exec Team, prayer warrior, puddle jumper, Anika Barlow also has some insightful thoughts on lament.

“It’s all good.” This is our collective mantra. This is what we say to each other, what we try to convince ourselves of...even when the evidence is stacked up on the contrary.

As part of the collective Church, I believe we are especially guilty of this. It’s apparent in the truncated scope of our conversations, our sermons, and our gospel. We are happy to talk openly about the goodness of God and the grace of God, but our doubts in that same grace and that same goodness are better left unspoken. We’ve got a ‘GMO gospel’, as I heard someone say recently; in our words and our actions we’ve stripped the gospel of some of its core DNA - sacrifice, repentance, long-suffering, obedience - and replaced it with something a little more marketable and a little more palatable.

I long for a true taste of the gospel - as rich in joy as it is in lament. David, stringed instrument in hand, writes “cast your cares on the Lord and he will sustain you”, but not before crying out “my heart is in anguish within me”. I wonder if we’re doing ourselves a real disservice by neglecting the call to lament - if by circumventing the dark places we’re also sidestepping the heights of joy. Maybe our hallelujah choruses are drowning out that voice of one calling in the desert.

These are some thoughts that have come out of my experience with our little community of IVCF at SFU in the past few months. In our practices of prayer Jesus has been inviting us to take an honest inventory of our surroundings - to really get a handle on the burdens of our friends, to mourn over the lifelessness of our campus and the extent of our own sinfulness. Full stop.

When we allow ourselves to be in this place we give the Spirit freedom to be our one source of joy, and not the joy we conjure up with “it’s all good”. And how much more powerful, how much more hopeful, how much more credible of a witness to see a Church with eyes open, with hearts broken and yet...somehow…despite all the odds...hopeful.

On lament? ...lament on.

Legacy Building

When it comes to legacy, it can go both ways.  A person can, and often will, leave both good and bad legacies for the next generation.  Over these past few years, I have started to see the importance of building a legacy and passing off your knowledge.  Whether it is ministry, work, teaching, coaching, etc, one must not only look to train their students/employees but know that there needs to be a successor to carry on your legacy.

I have had many influential people and figures in my life around building a legacy.  I want to share 2 in particular.  The first one is my Judo coach.  As a student, I was being trained by him and started to grow in my own abilities as a coach.  He said one thing that I will never forget.

My job as a coach is not to only train you, but to train you in a way that you will eventually surpass me.  If I have done my job, you should be able to beat me in a match.  - Marty Sprecker - 

 I have held onto this as one of my fundamental perspectives when I coach/mentor my students.  But we have to ask, is this a biblical principle?  To answer that, I want to bring my second person who has greatly influenced me in legacy building.  Jesus.

Jesus' model of ministry I would have to say is incredible.  He was an incredible visionary, healer, leader, and miracle worker.  But as I read through Acts and the Letters of Paul, I am equally amazed at what his disciples and the following generations of were able to do.  What I realized is that with each generation of disciples, they did greater and greater things than the last.  Now when I say greater, I don't just mean doing more, I am actually thinking it more along the lines of the faith of each generation of disciples increased drastically.  Jesus didn't hold back and the model of mentorship was in a lot of ways similar to what my coach said around training his disciples so that they would surpass him in his works through a deeper faith in Him.  Jesus wasn't in the ministry to train partners in the ministry, he was in the ministry to train successors!

This is something that both Barron and I are really passionate about.  Especially students being in University.  We need to keep in mind that our students are not going to be there forever.  At most we might get them for 6 years.  We have to remember that we are not only training partners but successors.  It doesn't mean that they will take over the ministry, but it focuses more on training them in a way that they will be Extraordinary Kingdom Leaders not just on the SFU Campus but when they graduate and go into the world.

I have been here for a period of 4 years now and have seen a number of students graduate.  The thing that surprises me is that the faith of each passing generation of students increases from the last.  Not saying the earlier generations are not faithful but they have laid an incredible foundation and have successfully passed off their vision, passion, and faith to the upcoming generation of students.

Students like Lida, Esther, Donald, Daniel, Carrie, Mona, and Vanessa.  If I could spend time in each of these students and the legacy they left behind it would take you my readers hours to read.  If you would like to read a story of legacy, read Donald's Story here.  I would say though, without the faithful work of these few students we would not be where we are at with the SFU ministry in witness and evangelism.  Read more of what's happening at SFU today here!

Donald's Legacy

Coming into his second year, Donald was walking down the hallways of SFU thinking about what it means to be a witness on the SFU Campus.  He then looked up and saw a table set up in the hallway of the AQ and three guys sitting behind a table.  Looking at the sign, he realized that it was IVCF, an organization his friend from church was telling him about.  Without thinking he proceeds to sign up for this group.  Little did he know though that this was IVCF's Pioneering year on SFU and that he would end up starting a movement that continues to this day.

I remember sitting with Donald at Pearl Fever waiting to extend two fairly large invitations.  The first invitation was for him to fully invest in IVCF (he was jumping between two ministries at that time) and to be mentored by me, while the second one was for him to come on the China GP with me.  As I gave this first invitation, he sat there, looking down for a few seconds thinking.  He then raised his head and said a simple, "Ok".  I was surprised and excited at the same time at the quickness of his response.  But if the first invitation wasn't daunting enough, I'm sure the second one would scare him off.  So I went ahead and asked him the second invitation, "Come to China with me."  Now this one took a bit longer and was indeed more daunting but after months of prayer and discernment, he decided to come.

Since Donald was coming to China with me, he was also required to come to Mark West (in Alberta at this time).  Donald didn't want to go to Mark West by himself so he decided to ask his Brother Daniel to come with him.  To his surprise, Daniel said "Yes".  Daniel had never been a part of any IVCF stuff but he decided to come, spending $400 of his own money to study the bible for 40 hours.  By the end of Mark West, both Donald and Daniel were committed to the ministry of IVCF and they proceeded to invite their peers and friends.   After China, Donald decided to take a year break in Edmonton before transferring to BCIT for Engineering.  He is now finishing up his last semester and is engaged to be married in August.

The following year, Daniel continued to be a part of our leadership team and constantly invited his church friends and the people he met.  From Daniel, and his help in pioneering IVCF SFU Surrey, he connected with Esther, Catherine, and Andy.  From Daniel, he found and passed off an incredible vision of witness to his friends and peers.  To this day, Esther has been the source of incredible life and invitation in our community, Catherine is now leading as our student president in beginning of an incredible movement of evangelism and witness and Andy is witnessing on the Varsity Track team of SFU.

What will happen after Catherine and Andy move on?  I don't know, but what I do know is that they see the importance of building a legacy and I trust in God's work through them that they will train and empower the next generation of students to take their place in this ministry of SFU.

The Heart of Evangelism

At the beginning of December was a conference for all the IVCF Canada Staff.  The theme of this
conference was around developing a heart of Evangelism and Witness and to show us that it is possible for us to be doing this even without a particular "gifting".  Both Barron and I came away with a conviction that this needs to be true for the SFU ministry.  So we went ahead to prepare our students to receive the news of this direction for SFU.  Barron worked with Abraham in the small group leaders material and training around evangelism and I worked on communicating with the other exec around what the new direction is going to be like.  

As the student executive and small group leaders walked through my doors at the beginning of classes, all of them had differing ideas on what small groups looked like.  However, as Barron and Abraham have been planning and started sharing the vision, I could sense a tension of fear filling the air.  We were basically asking our small group and executive team to be stronger witnesses and to proclaim the Gospel to their non-believing friends.  A few of them expressed their concerns and reservations, but to our surprise, they all agreed that it needed to be done.

Them saying yes is a result of the faithfulness of the students who went before them.  They said "yes" even though they knew that they may be hated or labelled for it.  Despite that, they chose to step into this fear and discomfort which put their minds off of what they can do themselves to what God is capable of doing.

A couple of weeks later, we as a team went to Denman Island where Ian Elliot (Director of Evangelism) hosted our group.  Ian and his wife Naomi lead our team through the sending of the seventy disciples, got us to name our fears, and brought attention to the sin of tolerance in Canadian culture.  During all of these portions, he shared incredible stories of witness which revealed to our team the practical (and attainable) applications of Evangelism.  That week, we became inspired to be bathing this vision in prayer and to be fervently praying for the friends we are called to witness to.

As a result of that weekend, Anika our Spiritual Direction Coordinator lead us (the Core Witness Team) through an incredible prayer time of confession and repentance.  We were reminded of the truths of who God is and that if there are fears in us, it's because these truths were not active in us.  To help us with a deeper understanding of these truths, we started praying specific bold prayers.  Prayers of healing, prayers for God to intervene, prayers for God to create opportunities and open up doors to witness.  We saw God giving prophetic words and images for each other who were dealing with these fears.  The initial fears these students are having are starting to disappear as they come to know and believe the truths of God's character.

With the combination of fervent prayer and exceptional training for our leaders, one can only imagine what will happen this semester.  As a big bold prayer, we are praying for 20 students who aren't Christians to be coming out to the Ski Retreat.  We are praying that by the end of the semester that we will have 10 students who aren't Christians come and study the Gospel of Mark at Mark West Pacific.  But most of all, we are praying that our lost friends will be able to find Jesus this semester.  

Please join with IVCF SFU through intercession.  We are in desperate need of your prayers and know that your prayers are being heard and answered.

Pray for the continued breakdown of walls and fears that prevent us from witnessing to our peers and friends

Pray that God would open doors for them to explore deeper faith issues.

Pray that God would compel a large amount of students to say "yes" to the Ski Retreat

Pray for our current community of believers that they would receive the heart and passion for witness.

Pray that the Holy Spirit would penetrate deep into our hearts.

Upcoming Events and Prayer Requests

Upcoming Events

• Ski Retreat - Feb. 6-8
• Donor Visit (Regina) - Feb. 10-16
• Urbana & Mark West Pacific Registration Opens - Mar. 4
• GROW Training (Toronto) - Mar. 9-12

Students & Campus

• Pray for the continued breakdown of walls and fears that prevent us from witnessing to our peers and friends
• Pray that God would open doors for them to explore deeper faith issues.
• Pray that God would compel a large amount of students to say "yes" to the Ski Retreat
• Pray for our current community of believers that they would receive the heart and passion for witness.
• Pray that the Holy Spirit would penetrate deep into our hearts.
• Pray for my funding.  I am nearly fully funded in monthly donations.  Pray that God would place on the hearts of donors to come on as supporters
• Pray for Barron as this will be his last semester on Staff with IVCF.

Personal

• Pray for my growth as a leader and mentor.
• Pray for me as I continue to network and connect with other Churches in the Lower Mainland.
• Pray for the Inter-Generational Dialogue between 1st and 2nd Generation Chinese Pastors.
• Pray for mine & April's relationship in our marriage and a deeper understanding of God's Love for each other.
• Pray for more opportunities and clients for April in her field of work.
• Pray for our general finances.  We are asking God to allow us to break even each month.
• Pray for me that I will rest well during my Sabbaths.
• Pray for me that I will be exercising more regularly.
• Pray for the regular rhythms of time with God for both April and I

Praise Item

• Praise that Lord for his work in our students lives and the exciting opportunity to be strong witnesses to our friends
• Praise the Lord that my health has been greatly improving and energy levels have been increasing.
• Praise the Lord that April was able to get some more contracting work.