Thursday, December 20, 2012

The Engagement Story


After 15 months of dating, it's official!!  We are now engaged!! 

Right after April said "Yes"

The plan for the day was to go to Rivendell Retreat Center to have a day retreat. However we had two close calls where our plans could have fallen through. #1 Snowfall warning...in Vancouver! We were afraid the ferries would cancel and the roads being too slippery to drive on. #2 April got really sick in the morning.

When we woke up at 6:30am in the morning, we checked the road conditions and were amazed that it was all clear; and though some ferries were cancelled, ours was not. So despite April being sick, we still proceeded with the plan. Besides, April was wondering in the back of her mind if this trip had "ulterior motives" 

Look at all the snow! (Bowen Island)
After our ferry ride and some driving, thank God we arrived safely, just before the snow covered the hill leading up to the retreat center. There was so much snow!!! We really thought we might have to push our car up the hill!

We spent the first half of the day resting and having our own personal retreat.

Rivendell common room. So serene

When the afternoon came, April was feeling much better (thanks to Advil) and Justin was much more rested.
Here is where it happened! 
The purpose of the afternoon was to come together and pray as a couple. During our prayer time, we reflected on different stages of our relationship. At each stage, we paused and came to reflect on how God has been active in it. There was a sense of appreciation and thankfulness for God and each other as we saw how God shaped us through our relationship. 

Throughout this prayer of appreciation, Justin was looking for the right pause/moment to "pop the question." April, during these pauses was also wondering, "Is it going to happen now?"

After many different pauses, it was time and Justin got down on one knee and asked April to marry him.  Of course, April said "Yes" with teary eyes.  Then Justin brought out a beautiful engagement ring and placed it on her ring finger.

We then went off into the town for a time of celebration.



Artisan Square
The Cafe where we called our parents and shared the great news!
Hot Chocolate, Spicy Chocolate, Chocolate Truffles... Oh My!!
The wonderful view walking back
Dinner at the fancy restaurant, Tuscany, specializing in wood oven baked pizza.
Mmm... Pasta & Pizza... *drool*
Justin thoroughly satisfied
April thoroughly satisfied
We are both thoroughly satisfied
Thank you everyone for all of your prayers and support for both of us.

Sunday, November 25, 2012

WE HAVE A TEAM!!!

4 out of the 7 that are going to Urbana
Urbana

Since InterVarsity started the Urbana Student Missions Conference in 1946, it has impacted over 250,000 people to devote their lives to God’s global mission. Urbana 12’s mission is to compel this generation to give their whole lives for God’s global mission. Participants are challenged by leaders of the church, are able to speak with hundreds of missions organizations, get to attend an amazing selection of seminars and tracks, and study the Bible inductively with other students listening for God’s call on their lives.

The University of Waterloo Korean Christian Fellowship was a fairly large community of around 40.  However, there was a serious concern because only 8 of those 40 were studying scripture.  It was difficult to get students to come out to small group bible studies.  Then Urbana 09 came around and there was a lot of excitement in the KCF community.  Around 20 students decided to go together to explore what God's Global Mission could look like.  What they didn't know was that after Urbana 09, all 20 of them received the call to start and lead their own small groups in their own campuses.
At the beginning of the year,  the Waterloo KCF Community had one small group of eight students studying scripture.  At the end of the second semester (after Urbana 09), they had eight small groups totaling 52 (not including the 20 leaders) studying scripture!!  Students were becoming Christians in this community and making lasting impacts on their campus and on.  

This was three years ago, so what does this have to do with SFU?  For two and a half years, Barron and I have been developing a community of missional leaders at SFU.  We have indeed seen some extraordinary leaders but what good is one student?  Aren't we far more effective as team?  Well, the exciting news is that we have a team of students from SFU going to Urbana 12.  Seven to be exact have registered for the Canadian Students Leadership Track, which means that seven will be engaging in God's mission together as a community!  This is a huge milestone that we will remember for the years to come.  We will look back at this 5, 10, 20 years down the road and see this as the start of the building of the strong sustainable community at SFU.   

As you can tell, I am extremely excited about this and the possibilities that could come from it.  God has really blessed IVCF SFU abundantly the finances of our students and provided with more than enough for everyone!  Please join with me in praying for our 7 student leaders going to Urbana.

Our team sharing the vision with churches


The Abundance of God

Abundance, I have been witnessing time and time again that the ministry that I am doing is not growing because of me but because it is a gift from God.

Energy!!! Like the Energizer Bunny
My energy levels, for those who didn't know, were VERY low ever since I moved to Vancouver.  It was sometimes really tough to do even simpler tasks and there were times where my Tourettes prevented me from being fully present.  However, as soon as this school year started, I had a huge influx of energy.  To put this into comparison, it's more energy than when I was doing 10 hrs/week of Judo.  Now none of this is going to waste, God has abundantly blessed me with 6 students to mentor and charged me with the task of pioneering both the Surrey ministry and the Next Generation ministry.  He has given me an amazing partner in ministry (Barron), an amazing Van East Team to be a part of and an equally amazing Lower Mainland BC Team.

Pray Bigger!  Pray Bolder!!
I mentioned this in my previous post but it's in regards to the SFU Team going to Urbana.  I remember both Barron and I waiting and praying to God that He would give us 4 students to go to Urbana.  Well, we had a small amount of students in our community that could go (10 to be exact), so we held an Urbana Info Night for these students.  We pitched the vision and extended an invitation out to our students to come to Urbana as a team.  To our surprise, 8 of them said "Yes!" to going together as a team.  I found myself witnessing this and repenting of my unbelief to God.  I have to believe that this is what God wants because clearly, things are panning out in ways I never expected they would be.  So next time, I'm not going to doubt God's power and authority.  I'm going to be praying bigger and bolder than ever before of God's desire to see His Kingdom come to the SFU Campus.

Community (Not quite like the show, but it's awesome regardless!)
I have been praying to God to provide me with a community (outside of IVCF) that could keep me accountable and that we could grow together.  He has indeed provided that in... well abundance...  My church has become a significant community that I know I could go to and also this other ministry called Bible Study Fellowship (BSF).  There I have met other Young Adults that have the same heart and passion as I do for University students and also the Asian Church.


New Exciting Opportunities

Opportunities this year seem endless.  Allow me to share with you a few opportunities that have come my way.

Vancouver Urban Partnership (VUP)
If you remember from the summer, I participated in VUP where a group of us lived in the poorest postal code in all of Canada for the month of May, the Vancouver Downtown Eastside (DTES).  Well, I have been asked to direct this upcoming VUP in 2013.  This is indeed very exciting and terrifying at the same time.  I am certain that this is the next stage of growth of me becoming a "good" leader.  It is still a bit terrifying and daunting but all the more reason to be praying without ceasing.


Intecessory Prayer Team - Urbana
What is Intercession?  “prayer offered on behalf of another”  (Eastman 1980, p.75)
a) A responsibility of every Christian (1 Timothy 2:1-4, Ephesians 6:18)
b) A spiritual gift that you may ask God for (1 Corinthians 14:1, Colossians 4:12-13)
“The gift of intercession is the special ability that God gives certain members of the body of Christ to pray for extended periods of time on a regular basis and see frequent and specific answers to their prayers” – Wagner Houts Questionnaire 1978

I have been able to experience exceptional prayer training over this past year.  It has literally changed the way I see life and has drastically increased my own personal faith and relationship with God.  This upcoming Urbana, my role as an intercessor is that I will be praying for 6-9 hours (2-3 three hour chunks).  It is daunting but I am excited to be a part of this prayer team and be a part praying Kingdom prayer for Urbana.

Next Generation Dialogue
Towards the beginning of the year, I was able to participate in a Next Generation Discussion to talk about some of the issues happening in Asian churches with the Next Generation (Asian born Canadians).  Ted Ng, who is heading this up mentioned that there will be a Dialogue set up by Asian and Multicultural Ministries in Canada (AMMIC).  It's a dialogue between three 1st Generation Chinese Senior Pastors and three 2nd Generation Chinese English Pastors.  I have the honor and privilege of being one of the three 2nd Gen representatives in this discussion.




Upcoming Events & Prayer Requests


Upcoming Events
  • IVCF SFU Christmas Party  - December 3
  • Next Gen Dialogue - December 14
  • Personal Retreat - December 19 - 21
  • Urbana!!!! - December 27-31
  • Student Leadership Camp - January 4-6
  • Urban Dip - Jan 26
Praise Items

  • For the abundance of financial resources to send our students to Urbana.
  • For an abundance of financial blessings with my own funding.  God allowing me to be 80% funded.
  • For our 7 students going to Urbana. 
Prayer Requests
  • Pray for the Next Gen Small Group & Surrey Small Group that it will continue to grow and the students in it will be blessed abundantly.
  • Pray for our Wednesday Leaders Group that our students going to Urbana will be able to come regularly before Urbana starts.  We will be focusing on preparing for Urbana and giving providing our students with Intercessory Prayer Training.
  • For the SFU Team.  That together the SFU students going will begin to work as a team and receive a shared vision for the SFU Campus.
  • That their experience will not just end with Urbana, but will be the beginning of something greater.
  • Pray for my growth as a leader as I lead and direct this Vancouver Urban Partnership.
  • Pray for me as I continue to network and connect with other Chinese Churches in the Lower Mainland.
  • Pray for the Next Generation Dialogue between 1st and 2nd Generation Chinese Pastors.  I will be one of the three representing the 2nd Generation Chinese Born Canadian.  
  • Pray for mine & April's relationship as we have finished our pre-engagement counseling classes and discerning the next step.
  • Pray for my funding as I am sitting at around 80% of monthly's.  Pray that I will be fully funded by the end of this year.

Friday, October 5, 2012

Hi! My name is Christina!




What is your name? What are you studying?
My name is Christina Ma and I am currently studying Economics at SFU.

How long have you been studying at SFU?
This is my first year.

What is your experience with the culture of SFU?
SFU’s motto is “engaging the world”, and so they are a very accepting and open group. On campus, there are groups of every kind – pro-life, pro-choice and pro legalization of marijuana, prostitution, you name it! As with any academic environment, SFU teems with the pride of knowledge. There is always something to debate about. At the same time, my experience with the professors has been very positive. I feel as though the professors are even more avid learners than the students themselves.

What are some of the difficulties and challenges of being a Christian on the SFU Campus?
Evidently, my stand as pro-life for abortions has been challenged multiple times, even though I have only been on campus for 1 month. Christian values and biblical foundations are what I seek to uphold at all times. My integrity relies on careful consideration – whether it be being graceful during debate, or going to a 3 day art camp and not participating in illegal drinking or hateful bashing of other people. Throughout it all, I pray that I am diligent, and that I represent the love of Christ in my actions.

How has God been shaping and changing your identity and views on mission since joining IVCF?
My identity has been challenged in every single way. SFU has been a time of growth (even though it has only been 1 month! But a lot can happen within 4 weeks!). I have been challenged internally in unprecedented ways. Constantly, I am battling with who I am, who I am meant to be and how my past and heritage has affected who I am today. At IVCF, I joined a small group called Next Generation where we have been trying to balance Chinese values (including our relationships with our parents) to that of God’s character (like God the father in the prodigal son). I am trying to form healthy and positive boundaries in all areas of my life. Needless to say, I have felt the need to re-evaluate, re-organize, and re-prioritize my life in a way that reflects God’s glory and his ultimate plan for me.

What do you hope to see change in your friends and the SFU Campus?
I hope to defend Christ in a way that honors and reflects his affectionate nature. I am standing firm on his love which motivates me to be passionate in what I study and in who I meet. I hope for breakthrough in our campus, so that SFU, a UniverCITY literally on a hill, will be a beacon of light to all other universities. I pray that preconceived misconceptions of Christianity will disintegrate and I pray that Jesus will not be associated with the horrors of colonialism or Western imposition. Rather, I hope that God will be perceived as the righteous judge, healer and provider. All in all, I am excited to see tangible justice come into our school.

How can we pray for you and your ministry?
Pray for newfound hunger to be released into our school. Pray also for our discernment- that we may be bold enough to make a case for Christ, yet humble and sensitive enough to invite others to accept Jesus into their hearts without confusing them. Thank you for sacrificing your time and energy to read this letter. I hope that you will keep the cause of SFU in your hearts and appreciate our earnest yearning for breakthrough in our school.

Hi! My name is Anika!




What is your name?  What are you studying?
Anika Barlow, International Development

How long have you been studying at SFU?
2.25 semesters :)

What is your experience with the culture of SFU?
Despite our motto, 'Engaging the World', it seems like SFU students have trouble even engaging their fellow students. In terms of what I was expecting to find at university, there is a lot less openness and desire to learn from each other. I'd love to see that change.

What are some of the difficulties and challenges of being a Christian on the SFU Campus?
Of course professors and classmates are rarely sympathetic to Christianity, but one of the hardest parts for me has been finding opportunities for conversation. When questions about God have come up in conversation it's been great, but I wish it happened more often. I have also found real joy in following Christ on the SFU campus. Being in a challenging place for me has always gone hand in hand with coming to know God much closer so in that sense I am very thankful for the ways I continue to be challenged. 

How has God been shaping and changing your identity and views on mission since joining IVCF?
Before getting involved with IVCF I felt missions was part of my future but now I'm starting to see it more and more in the present. I need to be reminded often that the here and now matters and is just as much a part of my life as the plans I have for the future.

What do you hope to see change in your friends and the SFU Campus?
I find myself most often hoping that people would have hope itself (and Himself!). The kind of hope that I want to see in people would mean not only fearlessly looking at the future, but joyfully living now.

How can we pray for you and your ministry?
Thanks for asking :) Pray for a right perspective, the ability to have a soft heart in a hard place, the self-discipline to make time to rest and be renewed by God.

Hi! My name is Daniel!




What is your name?  What are you studying?
Daniel Ngo. Sociology.

How long have you been studying at SFU?
Entering my third year.

What is your experience with the culture of SFU?
My experience with the culture of SFU is great. I am especially thankful for Inter-Varsity because it has given me an outlet to dive deeper into the word outside of my own church setting. The culture of SFU itself has caused me to adapt to set my focus on what I want to do with the rest of my life.

What are some of the difficulties and challenges of being a Christian on the SFU Campus?
Sometimes, classes have lectures that oppose religious views; they even go as far as to say that it is the old traditional way of thinking and holding everyone back from modernity and reasoning with science. There was also a time when I conducted a research project and had a hard time not imposing my religious views into the reasoning of some of my answers. I thought there were a lot of areas that were "common sense" to the world but apparently, I had to operationally define some of my common sense. For example, I thought it was universally correct to believe that everyone should have sex because sex is for the mature individual who has self-control, and should be kept sacred within marriage. However, the world views sex as a natural part of life. Those were the challenges I faced as being a Christian.

How has God been shaping and changing your identity and views on mission since joining IVCF?
IVCF taught me a valuable lesson on fundraising. I learned that it was important for people to be able to support you on a mission's trip. Giving people the opportunity to support you allows them to be a part of your mission’s trip.

What do you hope to see change in your friends and the SFU Campus?
I enjoy the manuscript studies and being a part of the bible studies that have people who don’t follow Jesus in them. It allows me to see them change slowly as they engage more. I hope to see that they change by finding community and build relationships that are meaningful for them.

Where do you feel God is calling you after University?
I feel called to serve in ministry after university.

How can we pray for you and your ministry?
Ministry is a thankless job. Pray that I can keep persevering and focus on God. Let him be my strength. Pray for Inter-Varsity itself. It is doing good works on the campus and those who open up to it will receive a lot from God.

Hi! My name is Vanessa!




What is your name? What are you studying?
Vanessa Ignacio.  Business Administration

How long have you been studying at SFU?
4 years

What is your experience with the culture of SFU?
It is great. SFU Surrey has a great sense of community. It was very easy to feel that you are a part of big family. 

What are some of the difficulties and challenges of being a Christian on the SFU Campus?
There were many events I would like to be a part of to meet new people and socialize. However, most of them revolve around drinking and partying. As a Christian I try not to associate myself with these kinds of things. It is also difficult to be friends with other people knowing that they do things that I am totally against to because of my faith.

How has God been shaping and changing your identity and views on mission since joining IVCF?
Through IVCF I am being challenged to really reach out to other people who don't know God. 

What do you hope to see change in your friends and the SFU Campus?
I hope that they would really find in their hearts the meaning of the stories I share them. I hope that they would be able to relate to the greatness of God in their own personal way.

How can we pray for you and your ministry?
Pray for strength so I can handle all the stress that comes my way.

Thursday, October 4, 2012

Upcoming Events & Prayer Requests


Upcoming Events
  • Urbana Info Nights - October 10, 12
  • BC Staff Days - October 15, 16
  • Global & Urban Project Directors Debrief & Training - October 17 - 21
  • Metro-Vancouver Fundraiser - November 2
  • Next Generation Dialogue - November 8

Prayer Requests
  • Pray for the Next Gen Small Group & Surrey Small Group that it will continue to grow and the students in it will be blessed abundantly.
  • Pray for the Urbana Info Nights in inviting students to being a part of the Canadian Students Leadership Track at Urbana.
  • Pray for the SFU Leadership Team that they will begin to grow and gel as a team.
  • Pray for my growth as a leader.
  • Pray for the GUP Directors Debrief & Training
  • Pray for the Metro-Vancouver Fundraiser for Urbana Scholarships
  • Pray for our students who are fundraising to go to Urbana.
  • Pray for me as I continue to network and connect with other Chinese Churches in the Lower Mainland.
  • Pray for the Next Generation Dialogue between 1st and 2nd Generation Chinese Pastors.  I will be one of the three representing the 2nd Generation Chinese Born Canadian.  
  • Pray for mine & April's relationship as we have finished our pre-engagement counseling classes and discerning the next step.
  • Pray for my funding as I am sitting at around 66%.

Friday, August 3, 2012

Who Am I?





1st Gen = Immigrating Generation to Canada 
2nd Gen = Born and raised in Canada (but with Asian parents) 
Next Gen = Those were were born and raised in Canada or came to Canada at a young age.

Who am I?  Am I Asian or am I Canadian?  Why did God create me to be Asian in a Canadian context?

These are common questions to just about any and every Asian Canadian here in Canada.  Especially for the Next Generation.  What is happening is that the Next Gen are born and raised in Canada but are raised with very Asian values & culture because their parents immigrated to Canada.  Yet outside of their homes and in schools and sometimes even their friends, they are constantly exposed to a majority Canadian culture.  This results in a lot of confusion in their identities because they are in a constant state of tug-of-war with their identity.  Do I say I'm Chinese?  Do I say I'm Canadian?  Who am I?

For me, I recently found out that I wasn't 3rd Generation, but actually 5th Generation in Canada.  It was my Great Great Grandfather that moved to Canada during the construction of the railroad.  My mom even has a receipt from the times of the Head Tax.  Even though I am technically 5th Generation, I have been seeing the need to work through my identity as a Chinese Canadian.  Yes, I am definitely Canadian because my parents raised me that way, but on the outside, I am 100% Chinese.  If me being a 5th Generation Chinese Canadian STILL has to work through my own cultural identity, how much more will a 2nd or 3rd Gen have to pay attention to that?

I remember walking around the SFU Campus over this past semester and seeing so many Asian Canadians on the campus.  I started thinking, "I wonder if there will be a need for an Asian specific ministry for Next Gen's here on campus?"  So I spent the next couple of months praying about it and eventually, I felt that it wasn't the time and put it behind me.  Yet as I continued meeting with others who are like-minded in helping the Next Generation and as I continued to receive healing and restoration for my Chinese identity, my passion continued to grow for the Next Gen.

One day, I had to chance to sit down and talk to my Team Leader (Kim) and she said, "Justin, I have a proposition for you.  How would you feel about starting an ethnic specific small group on the SFU Campus? Focusing on 2nd & 3rd Generation Asian Canadians helping them work through their identities as Asian Canadians."  When I heard this couldn't help but laugh.  I did not mention anything to Kim about this in the past and then she brings this up out of nowhere.  Here it is, this is what God was creating me for and training me to do.  To help and empower Next Generations to find their identities in Christ not just  as an Asian or as a Canadian, but as Asian-Canadians.

So starting in the Fall, I will be pioneering this new small group on campus focusing on Asian Canadians.  It feels very daunting because as I looked for another ministries that are doing this, I found none.  The ethnic specific ministries that I did find were more focused on the immigrants.  There was absolutely nothing for the Next Generation.  The only other place I have heard of this actually being done is in Edmonton.

Now some of you may be wondering, "Wouldn't it just be easier to integrate them in the multi-ethnic group?"    I thought about this too and was considering this but soon realized that just thrusting people into a new culture and expecting them to change actually doesn't work to well.  If this is done, usually the person will go to one of two extremes.  They will either accept their Canadian identity and completely reject their Asian identity (which is usually the case) or they will accept their Asian identity and completely reject their Canadian identity.  Either is not good and I can say for certain that if we choose to reject any part of identities, we are not serving the Lord to our full potential because these pieces of our identities are gifts from our Great Creator.

This small group is more a bridge for the students to walk on and to work out, in a safe place, the identity they rejected or are looking for.  I hope as this develops more that it may be a place where they all begin to learn on how to "Lead out of our Identities" and that it may be a place to strengthen and empower these Next Gen students into missions.

I am definitely excited about this and there is so much more to talk about.  So if you have any questions or comments, please contact me.  I would love to have a chance to share more about this.

Upcoming Events & Prayer Requests

Upcoming Events
  • Student Leadership Camp (SLC) - August 26-30
  • Fall Semester - Starts September 3rd
  • New Student Outreach (NSO) - September 3-14
  • Clubs Days Burnaby - September 11-13
  • Clubs Days Surrey - September 19-20

Prayer Requests
  • Pray for the pioneering of the Next Gen Small Group & Surrey Small Group coming up this Fall
  • Pray for the upcoming SLC Training for the Student Leaders of SFU & Emily Carr.
  • Pray for the SFU Leadership Team that they will begin to grow and gel as a team.
  • Pray for NSO this Fall and the planning process at SLC.
  • Pray for me as I continue to network and connect with other Chinese Churches in the Lower Mainland.
  • Pray for mine & April's relationship as we are going through some counseling to help us ask some of the "deal-breaker" questions before getting married.
  • Pray for my funding as I am sitting at around 60%

Thursday, June 7, 2012

The Ripple Effect



The Ripple Effect can be best described in this way:  As you drop a pebble or see a raindrop fall in water, it generates ripples in the water around where the pebble or raindrop fell.  At first, the ripples are really tiny no bigger than the pebble or raindrop itself but shortly afterwards, you see those exact same ripples get bigger and bigger and bigger until it engulfs the whole area and then disappears.

In the same way, a person's life can be represented by the water and the pebble or raindrop is Jesus.  The first drop will generate a ripple but eventually, it will dissipate.  However, if there are multiple drops, the ripples will continue to keep moving and actually, the ripples will get bigger (they stack on each other).  With enough ripples, waves can actually be generated.  This was very true for 4 students who were "not yet Christians."  Through Mark West Pacific, there were so many opportunities for pebbles to be dropped in their lives through scripture, art, music, community, fellowship, drama, etc.  These students were willing to experience the pebbles dropped to the point where they said, "I want Jesus always" and then all of them made their first-time commitments to following Jesus.  Today, these pebbles are continuing to be dropped in their lives and hopefully in time, they will be dropping pebbles in others lives as well.

This is also the same on a larger scale.  If you get 50+ students experiencing Jesus coming alive in their lives through many pebbles dropping in their lives, what do you think they will want to do afterwards?  They're going to want to go and drop pebbles in all of their other communities.  I think about Don, Dan, Andy, Esther, and Kevin who are students from SFU but they all go to the same church.  They are now starting up Bible studies in their own Church and leading others to experiencing Jesus in more deeper levels.  Jesus has engulfed their lives so much to the point where it cannot be contained anymore.  They HAVE to share it.

Mark West Pacific

Say Hello to Mark West Pacific Attendees!


What do you get when you put 50 students on an island with the gospel of Mark?

An amazing, enriching, and life-fulfilling experience with Jesus is what you get!

In the 5 years I have gone to Mark West, this would have to be the best.  This year was really exciting for me to see because of the amount of international students and "not yet believers" that came.  On top of that, we were starting to explore more the artistic side of worship through song, dance, poetry, drawing, painting, you name it!  There were many workshops that allowed students (and staff) to exercise their artistic talents and gifts.  Towards the end of the week, we all had an opportunity to share the art that we produced throughout the week.

This year, I had the privilege of co-leading the Mark 2/VUP (Mark 8-16) Track with Christa Smith.  I tell you, it was both exciting and terrifying at the same time.  I learned a great deal about teaching and leading.  However, the most rewarding thing though was to be able to witness and see Jesus transforming each and everyone of our students lives.

Mark II/VUP Track
Mark 2 is not an easy text.  It starts right off into Jesus talking about his death, Peter rebuking Jesus, then Jesus calling Peter Satan.  Talk about light stuff huh?  As we dug deeper and deeper into Mark, our own worldviews of Jesus were being shifted and changed to who Jesus actually is.  The themes of Shalom, Justice, and Believe and Unbelief came up time and time again.  Throughout the week, the students could no longer ignore the truth and reality of what Jesus was trying to say.  They were coming face to face with their own sin and making VERY difficult decision to repent and follow Jesus with their everyday lives.  For some, their own career choices have been drastically affected and shaped through this experience, others made difficult decision to "cut off" sin, while others experienced significant healing in their own identities with Christ.  Every single person in that room received a conviction and I believe that every single one of them chose to say "Yes" to Jesus despite the cost and risk.

In the end, our track decided to practically apply what it means to be good stewards of our finances.  We will be fasting together on a bi-weekly basis and every month, we will pool together $20/person to give to the poor.  We are also keeping each other accountable by writing up a contract of what we intend on doing once we leave Mark West Pacific.

It was such an blessing to be able to see God work and change the hearts of our students and to be used by Him to deliver what He wanted to say.  Please pray that God will continue to stir up desire and passion in each of our students to live their lives fully for Jesus.


Yeah!!  Team SFU!!
Daniel, "Oh... this is tough stuff!"
Coffee House - SFU Skit
Our wonderful graduate Carrie Peng


The VUP Experience

What did you do this summer?

"I met Jesus in a dirty, dark, feces infested, and needle infested alleyway.  His name was Pam."

As we walked across the street, our team listened intently to Dave and Brian, the police officers who were showing us around and telling us how to spot out a drug dealer.  We walk towards an alleyway.  A few feet in, we look around and see dozens of needles lying around.  At this moment we don't really know what to say so we continue to listen.  The police officer then talks to a lady standing in the alleyway and asks if he could see her pipe (crack pipe).  She denies her having one but Dave gently asks for it again, telling her that he just wanted to show us what one looked like and that he would give it right back.  She finally conceded and then walked away and sat within an eye shot away.  Dave begins to explain what the pipe was for but then stops and looks to his right.  We all look in the same direction and see a woman with her back turned against us not aware that we are even there.

Dave then responds, "Please don't tell me you are shooting up."

The woman jumps and is startled, but Dave then tells her in a gentle voice to calm down and not be afraid.  He starts to talk with her and gives her a hand-wipe to wipe away the blood on her hands.  The talk between them was an actual conversation and not one person dominating over the other.  Dave was gentle and compassionate in the conversation and he invited this woman to come and talk to us.

The woman walks over slowly with a nervous look on her face and asks us where we we're from.  We responded from all different campuses in Vancouver.

She then starts to say, "Look at me.  Look at me and remember me as a person that you never want to be.  I was never like this nor did I ever want to be down here, but that is what happens when you are alone and you have lost the love of your life.  So don't forget me and never forget this face as someone that you never want to be."

As she was saying this, she rolled up her sleeve to reveal a deformed right arm.  There were blood stains on it from her just shooting up and it looked to be barely usable.  The site of this completely shocked us and we didn't know how to respond or what to say, so we just listened.  She shared about how her arm got that way and as she was sharing she started to cry.  The hopelessness we saw in her eyes as she shared her story of pain and loneliness, we felt it.  Dave came over and comforted her and asked if she wanted to meet up later to talk.  So they set up a time to meet afterwards at Pigeon Park and we went on our own ways.

A few of us stayed back to listen to more of her story, there were 4 of us.

She says, "Everyone judges me, no one treats me like a human or cares about me."

One of the group members, filled with compassion, says, "You are important." and proceeded to give her a hug.  It was then that I saw tears of joy streaming down her face as she was being hugged.  It was as if a her humanness was given back to her.  I thought to myself, "In the same way Jesus touches and loves the leper, we are also called to love and receive the people down her for who they are."

It was then I heard her say the words, "I will never forget this."

We as a team saw Jesus in 2 places here.  First, in Dave who talked with her and cared for her as she was and did not judge her.  He loved and received Pam as Jesus would have done.  Secondly, in Pam who reminded us that Jesus came into the world for all but especially these in the margins.  We were reminded that to love and accept Jesus, we need to love and accept the "least" for who they are.

VUP* was not your typical "missions" trip.  We didn't go to the DTES* with the mindset of, "I will bring Jesus into here."  Instead, we went and searched for Jesus here and found him in some of the most unexpected places.  Places like the shelter we were staying, the food line-ups, the people we talked with, local organizations, Insite, Pam, etc.  We humbled ourselves and took on the posture of learners and listeners.  From the neighbourhood, we learned very strong values of community and how to accept and love people for who they are, even in all their brokenness.  In turn, we soon saw that the DTES was but a mirror, reflecting our own brokenness back to us.  The story you just read was one of the MANY experiences and was probably one of the most memorable for our team.  If you would like to hear more about our time in the DTES, all you have to do is ask.  Please continue to pray for our Team as we integrate back into our "regular" lives and also keep Pam and the DTES in your prayers.

* VUP - Vancouver Urban Partnership
   DTES - Downtown Eastside

Community Dinner's at Jacob's Well
Say Hello to the VUP Team!
A Gourmet meal our students put on for us.
Street Market every Sunday
A fun and silly photo
Crab Beach
Community Garden
Hotel Balmoral - Single Room Occupancy
Jacob's Well
Carnige Hall